Hmmm, Cx wasn't didn't get home 'til 10pm - then had to get the kids to bed, tired, long day, yadda yadda yadda ... Didn't get to sleep until 3am last night, thoughts spinning around my head - was up again at a little before 7am to watch the Chinese GP - I'm a big Ferrari fan, not a good race for us, that made me depressed, sought solace in a cooked breakfast, sausages, bacon, fried eggs etc, yummy - who says comfort eating is solely a female thing?
Decided I need to work off some that off afterwards so spent this morning trimming my bush (a boy has to take care of these things!), it's a lovely rose bush as well. Also mowed the lawn, picked apples, the simple things in life ... yep, the boring things in life - gave me time to think about whether I was doing the right thing, decided that I was. Just as bloody well really.
Dinner with my ma (don't wory, this diary will (I hope) get a little more exciting), and catching up on a few e-mails and booking a couple of things on line - less than a week to go now - so excited. Seeing Cx for lunch tomorrow, will tell her then, better tell the ex I'm disappearing for a few months too I guess, you never know, she might worry where I've got to.
Dx